Wednesday, April 17, 2013

1 Samuel 20-24

I guess this is the story of David, but I cannot help being drawn toward the underlying story of Saul. 

David is the war hero. The strong and brave soldier of Saul and of Israel. He leads Saul's army to many victories, vanquishing the foes of Israel. He engenders the admiration of the Israelites. He is a loyal "son" to Saul. A loyal friend and brother to Jonathan. Indeed, he and Jonathan are a wonderful contrast to the dysfunctional relationships of Cain and Abel, and of Jacob and Esau. No matter how vigorously and vindictively Saul pursues him, the bewildered David remains faithful. Even when he has the easy chance to kill Saul and end Saul's relentless persecution, David does not do so. Rather, he spares him, and professes his loyalty and love, prompting Saul's remorse.

But it is Saul who fascinates me. He is so human. He too is brave. A strong soldier who battes for Israel and the Lord. He tries to please Samuel and the Lord. But he errs time and again, even when his intentions are good. He sees the future, that David will eventually become the king of Israel. He grows insecure and jealous. So much so that he works hard to bring about the death of David, even though he clearly loves him. He loses himself. He has dozens of priest murdered. He fractures his relationship with his son, Jonathan. Yet at the moment when he realizes that David still loves him and has spared his life, Saul is remorseful. He becomes himself again in some way. He is transformed, if only for this moment, by the power of love and forgiveness. 

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